Crying out in the darkness
Waiting for the light
Waiting for relief to come
In the cold, indifferent night
Screaming inside my mind
Shredding my own soul
Taking it all as sacrament
As I quietly lose all control
Wanting to be more than I am
Wanting to give up this fight
Struggling to try to make some sense
Not knowing wrong from right
Days passing in apathy
Nights passing in fear
In the jumble of my battered brain
Hope seems to disappear
Crying out in the darkness
Waiting for the light
Waiting for relief to come
In the cold, indifferent night